Doesn't this weather just make you want to die in a hole
and stay there for ages until summer comes back.
Dijana wrote a little dedication on my blog in Sose because we weren't in the mood to do our school work. This weather makes me want to cry and rip my eyes out and i feel so tired nowadays like im
drained out of energy.. I feel so lazy to do anything. My birthdays soon and the excitement is not there anymore. I don't have the motherfucken birthday feeling that i look forward to every year and I'm not even excited for the show. I live for this shit, i love big events that happen in this shitty city and this year I'm just not feeling it. Ah vell maybe the feeling starts fading when you turn 16 WELL THATS FUCKING BULLSHIT, i did not sign up for this shit. I like the feeling of being excited and looking forward to all this stuff. Maybe because Ly's not here or something, she made everything exciting for me. We were making our own traditions till shit went down. Now its all fucking boring and i miss her like crazy. Well i ceebs writing anymore bye.
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